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I'm nervous.

-grace

"he's kind of charming."
-ariel

that's why they call them crushes

"That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy they'd call them something else."

-Jim Baker, Sixteen Candles


Ariel and I were just on the phone for a while. We were talking about a multitude of topics, but one that is really on my mind right now is crushes. I've been thinking about it. Most guys that I've liked in the past are guys that I kind of convinced myself to like because I thought that I should like them, not because I actually did. I don't really know if that makes sense, but it's what happened. I just always wanted someone to like. It's fun to have someone that you like. It's really difficult, too, but I realized something today. (The path my life has been taking recently has been one of revelation.) I realized today that the worst thing is when you like someone that you didn't chose to like. You just like him or her. You didn't pick them out and say "Hey, I like you." It just happened. You kind of tripped over them. You didn't mean to, but it happened. That is the worst thing. Well, for me, right now, it's the worst thing. If circumstances were different then I think that it would actually be extremely wonderful.

love,
grace

p.s. i'm finding it a lot harder to be close with God while school is in session. i'm kind of just trying to survive. it's getting in the way of my faith journey and is causing concern.

Hey, Blogger Family!

hey guys,
i just realized something a few minute ago. guess what. i know how to forgive.
love,
grace

1950's Style

I finally combed out my beehive. I think I must have been in the shower for at least twenty minutes longer than usual because I was trying to tame my teased hair and get rid of all the hairspray. I had a 1950's party last night! It was fun, we played fifties music, hula hooped, dressed up, and had a bonfire. We also had a graffiti wall on my garage and everyone wrote something.

I like making people dress up. I find it entertaining =]

In other news, I'm sick and my voice is shot and I have an audition this week so I'm kind of really upset. I'm also looking forward to seeing Shannon's pictures from her dad's wedding when she posts them! I hope everyone has a wonderful Sunday.

xoxo,

grace

Things I'm Liking...

• freshly waxed eyebrows
• dressing in 80's workout clothes
• the 1950's
• pink pumps
• Massa
• awkwardly cantoring at Mass
• talking at my usual volume even though my voice is shot... but now i'm talking like a man to ease the pain so i guess that's my punishment
• sweatbands
• mistakenly calling bloggers by their real name online
• dancing
• smiling
• laughing really loud
• going to Goodwill

<333grace

Bottle Opener

My brother just informed me that the dentures on our garage are a bottle opener! Is that not hilarious?
xoxograce