Here in your arms...

Hellogoodbye is playing right now.
It's 12:51 Easter morning.
Jesus rose from the dead.

I am so happy.
I think I'm legit happy, too. I don't think it's from the vicodin.

I'm cleaning my room.
I have so many good friends.
I have so many memories.
I have a bright future.
I have so many treasures.
I feel adorable.
I feel so happy.
I am lovable, loving, and loved.

I have pictures, letters, trinkets, clothing, posters, brainwaves to prove all of these claims.
I have letters that people have written to me from over the years... telling me how much they love me and how much I mean to them. I have boxes and boxes of memories. I have a beautiful room. I have a beautiful family. I have beautiful friends. And my family and friends are, most importantly, beautiful on the inside, which is what I strive to be as well. I have music playing. I am able to hear it. I have Noly Poly Rabbit Tail laying on my bed. I have a "graffiti wall" from my 1950's party folded on my bed right now, filled with loving comments and inside jokes. Hahahah I have painkillers on my bedside table hahahha. I swear to God I'm just happy even though I'm sure it's going to be hard to believe considering the vicodin sitting next to me. This is more of a post for me than it is for anyone else. I guess all my posts are mostly for me. It's not for anyone else. It's all just for me, to improve my writing, improve myself, reflect on my life. It's just easiest to do it all in a blog format. Guess what?? I've been single for 3 months and I love it. Heeeeee!!!! The only person I am accountable to is myself. It's a great feeling. I know how to fix my own problems. I'm intelligent. Wow, this is an optimistic blog beyond belief. I know this probably doesn't make sense to anyone else but myself. Hahaahaha Britney Spears is playing right now... Oops... I did it again. I'm listening to the CD Tracy made me for my 16th birthday. I HAVE MIX CDs SHOWING HOW MANY PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME!!! HEEE!!! I love day lilies. They are so beautiful. I have a picture of one on my wall. It's gorgeous. Day lilies are my favorite flower. I can't wait until they bloom on my lawn. Ahhh, it's going to be warm outisde soon! I got the most adorable Easter outfit from Forever 21 today. I know a lot of people think Forever 21 is overrated but I absolutely adore it. I love The Sound of Music. I used to want to become a nun because I wanted to be like Maria von Trapp. Hahhaha. I could never be a nun. Even though I feel like I have a duty to become one because of the lack of religious in the world. This is morning... it's when I spend the most time thinking about what I've given up... Jack's Mannequin is now playing. White Sox won!!! My aunt Debbie, my aunt Stefanie, Tom, and I all ate a whole plate of brownies today at my cousin Pat's 21st birthday party... it was so good. Tonight I was finally able to eat some food. Thursday all I could eat after I got my wisdom teeth out was half of a milkshake and yesterday I just ate some mac 'n' cheese, apple sauce, and some ravioli a little later. I ate a lot for dinner today, so that was good. I'm naturally blonde!!!! I've never color treated my hair! I am so lucky!!! Ahhh I am so grateful for everything! St. Thomas Aquinas is the shit! I love him! Ohhh I babysat for a half hour today! I played with Baby Dan down the street and Timmer stayed inside and played computer games while Dan and I played games outside... and he rode around in his firetruck too! It was so fun! I have a stuffed animal named Murphy the Monkey... I am so blessed. Ahhh and I have my family coming over for Easter! I'm so excited! Hopefully I will be bright eyed and bushytailed tomorrow so I can enjoy their company. I feel at peace right now. Two years... is way too long to be holding on to something. I love quincy. He's adorable. Audrey Hepburn is so gorgeous. I am able to read! I am so lucky! And I enjoy reading enough to do it for fun! I wasn't able to watch PG-13 movies until after sophomore year... so I have so many movies to catch up on... but that means I have a myriad of movies to watch! I have so many things to do in my life! I started this blog! I have a reading audience! I HAVE BEEN ON STAGE AS A LEAD IN SEVERAL SHOWS AND PEOPLE HAVE LOVED IT AS MUCH AS I HAVE! I'M FLIPPING USING EXCLAMATION POINTS AND NORMALLY I HATE USING THEM BECAUSE I THINK THEY OVEREXAGGERATE...!!!!!! Okay this blogpost is complete stream of conciousness. Hey, I made it. I'm the world's greatest. I love that song. I love you. I love me. I love everyone. Wheeee!

Love, love, love, forever and ever,
Grace